To My Future Husband:
I spend every day feeling unwanted, unloved, and unbeautiful. I pray that someday you will come along and prove me wrong.
I want to tell you that I’m not good at the whole “dating” thing, which I’m sure you’ll find out. Actually, you will probably be the only guy I ever date. When we have our first kiss, forgive me on the execution because it most likely be my first ever kiss. Not sure if I have met you yet or not,…
over everything. i’m over this stupid town…both of them. i’m over school. i’m over shots. i’m over waiting. ready to know. over studying. you name it and i’m over it. i want to graduate so bad but i have no idea when i will. not even close. just want to ball up and cry. but i can’t i have 2 test in my hardest class this week (i only go to class twice) what???? and i take my entrance to nursing test. uhhhhhhhhh so stressed and frustrated………….
seriously y’all, i don’t know what is going to happen. my life is just a bunch of what if’s.
what if i get into nursing school??
what if i don’t??
i know whatever happens i’m going to be okay but i’m so nervous.
what if i’m really not supposed to be a nurse?? i have no idea what i’m going to do with my life.
